I took a HPT before going to my WTF appointment yesterday morning.
Of course the usual stark white result stared back at me. Previously, I had promised my sisters that I would be firm with my RE with my questions in asking about what happened to our first IVF cycle. I said I would not let him blame it on my endometriosis. Oh but he did, he actually made me emotional and I got teary eyed when he told us that my endometriosis would mean I would make less eggs than a normal 31 year old would and that we would likely just need to go through my retrievals than others. More retrievals? Honestly, going through the first one was just so hard, I can't imagine going through MORE retrievals....
His recommendation is that we do a longer BCP period to completely quiet down the ovaries (between 6-8 weeks) I think that this will be a good break for me.
Hubby is leaving for Asia on Monday and will be gone for 2.5 weeks. Booooooo, beta is on Tuesday, which means he won't be here to share the bad news (I'm already anticipating) with me...
Good luck with future cycles.
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